freq freq freq

alright!

2007-09-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

2 months with no post...
pple around me knows that many things had happened and are still happening =)

all things are good, too good. its like a burger stuffed with all things nice...

last sem for yr 2, aint it fast!

i'm looking forward to school!

i'm looking forward to my new home!

i'm looking forward to my guitar playing!

i'm looking forward to...!

i thank God for everything...and of course there is always an amazing link between the dead and alive...so...thx ah ah gong...

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Many any ny y...

2007-07-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

I thank all those who listened!!!!

Xie Xie....

i respect radio DJs even more now....
despite the "James Lye" "James is a Strummer" "Flying Guitars"

thx ah...and eat rice...

3/10/05

2007-07-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

He has always been amazing...and i miss him dearly....

very very very much.

2007-06-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

im bloody satisfied with my life now. i have more than enough needs. i dont actually give a damn abt the GST increase. And im thankful. Plus, i jus found out the utterly ugly side of human beings. and many many many are are are. . .

1 2 3 4 5 6 6 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

Hey Judy...
Do you remember how we met
You say you'll never forget
'Cause you love me

Well I love you too
And I'm good for you
But I'm afraid to ruin our plans
When you find out who I am

I am satan
I rule darkness and fight off the day
I am satan
You may wanna run
But I hope you will stay
I am satan
This year's king of the underworld
But there's nothing I can do
And I'd feel oh so blue without you

Hey Judy
Can you imagine how I feel
Can't we try to make a deal
'Cause you love me
And I love you too
I'm so good for you
But will you condemn me to hell
When you know why I dance so well

I am satan
I rule darkness and fight off the day
I am satan
You may wanna run
But I hope you will stay
I am satan
This year's king of the underworld
But there's nothing I can do
And I'd feel oh so blue without you

MUAHARHARHARRRRR

humans and their brain

2007-06-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

everyone is insanely emo these 2 weeks.

and i said the magic word 3 times.

i counted...on average all our parents are 50...they will pass away at an average age of 80. Therefore i have only 30yrs left to spend with them...importantly loved...but i do not show...a walking shredding parodox huh.

musicians are extremely moody.

read up my new year resolution. its not peaceful enough.

analyse...................................understand?????

find the reason...

2007-05-26T10:06:00.000+08:00

i blame everything on her...
if i cant get that good tone...i blame her
if i cant get the right feel...i blame her
if my life aint that happening...i blame her

but shes still the one...too bad i cant 2 become 1 with her, if not, i'll be the best partner ever...
MUaaHurHur...

Are u worried?

2007-05-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

i asked him whether he is worried too...yea he is, just like i am...but i guess being a youth allows me to buy some time. I agree with him, i feel that we are different too...its just that something special that i simply to do not know wad it is...whatever it is, time will tell everything...just like everything will tell time...

She was bloody hot yesterday...burning like mad that i kinda got out of control...but nonetheless, she didn't disappoint me...but she might feel disappointed with me....dunno?? she didn't say...

Seriously...what i did yesterday was just for fun...glad that some enjoyed it...i was worried that pple might start dissing me after wad i've done....seriously LOL....

This coming monday is the shit...some cant go...ZZZZzzzz...but they would if they could...and im glad...

then...

2007-05-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

certain "things" shud be kept simple...
certain "things" will not linger around forever...

In these previous weeks, i realise that along the way, we will all meet some interesting people who are not important characters in our life, but yet they possess something special, that gives us the extra push, the extra piece of missing puzzle in us...puzzle as in perspective/ideas/knowledge/blah blah blah...
but even so...a dominant relationship doesnt necessarily establish between the 2, or 3.

Now, Mother's day jus passed. As a son, I will owe her for life. Simply becoz she gave me life...

The month of May is going to be exciting...

Till now im thankful for all the good things that happened and those special people that appeared...those that are no longer with me, and those that still are. yes...you, and you, you, yes you, you too, thx ahhhh...

2007-05-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

i'm not feeling too good this week...

i say...

2007-05-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

a little busy last week...rewarding in many ways...

scary future...but then again...exactly!!

books been fun...books+friends is even funier...

more control...more versatility...more pangbangpang...

GGRrrrrGGRGrrRRRRrRRrrrrRRRrrrrRrrrr...........

YEA!!!

2007-04-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

RIZA H. WON!!!!

THIS POST IS FOR HIM!!!!

i've decided

2007-03-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

this fear...i dunno why it's here.
i'll let things unfold...things will be fine?
2 yrs? 5 yrs? 10yrs? never? i know my ulcers will be.

horrigible

2007-03-24T11:31:00.000+08:00

i had a really bad nite.
but i remembered several dreams...and i miss my friends....i saw Iskandar, Esther, Bonk, Amanda....and i cant remember the rest...sorry hehe.
and im feeling unwell.
But first thing in the morning, i have gd friends...better....better.....i m....

sore...where?

2007-03-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

sore throat.

slightly feverish.

i forgot to bath yest.....becoz...

quarrel quarrel quarrel....damn it....stop shouting. talk things out....peace, love and harmony is worth damn much more than the damn house. if only im a working adult....if only...

pause. for awhile.

2007-03-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

they say wad we gain and lose are of equal importance.
if wad we do not manage to hold on forever, we can only choose to not forget.
somethings should be passed with a smile, as they should never be solved or known. Choosing not to deal with an issue might not necessarily refer to avoidance. Thoughts are good, one sided ones never reflects fairness.
so......pause....... for awhile.........sink........ deeper. .......yes. .........deeper...

deep inside

2007-03-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

i feel very uncomfortable everytime i inevitably raise my voice at my mom when we are conversing. im sorry.

"Ordinary Is King" is a great song, got me hook. very nice piece of work done by you...

- nil -

2007-03-14T17:51:00.000+08:00

the frustration is starting to kick in.

wha lau...

2007-03-11T17:25:00.000+08:00

wha...i had my first experience as a property agent lah...mother cool...but i pretty much suck at it. My parents are not in. The agent is doing another deal over at yishun. And im home alone. Okie so the agent instructed me to just tell them the price of the deal and nothing else. The couple walked in...i smiled. They viewed the living room, i smiled. I brought them to the bedrooms, i smiled. To the kitchen, i smiled. To my bedroom, i smiled.

Noticed how many times i smiled? Most importantly, I smiled like an idiot/small boi. Close friends of mine will know how i look when i do tt...righT? riGht? Right???

Then the couple asked, "do u get direct sunlight in the bedrooms?"
I said, "i dont think so?!?!??!?!???!?!?
I think im the dumbest guitarist ever...firstly there aint direct sunlight coz i know. Secondly, its my house, how the hell will i not be sure...

The smile is something like.......▼

See la...Arep was laughing at my stupid face and Adam was like "HUH?!>!!?!>!?>!??"

well...

2007-03-06T11:33:00.000+08:00

the world will only need one paul gilbert, one andy timmons, one steve vai, one joe satriani, one john petrucci, one yngwie malmsteen, one dream theater, one radiohead, one metallica, one muse, one fall out boy...hopefully one James L. too...but then again...

check this out

2007-03-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

My buddy and his mom is on life...isnt it cool...hope his boss never tekan him more upon seeing this...muahahha...nice...very nice.

"2 become 1" is a nice song...

2007-03-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

"2 become 1"s lyrics are very very sensitive...
I damn wanna form shredding band...but then again....
There is only one PG, one AT, one JP, one SV, one JS, but will there only be one JL.??

possible?? NOT

2007-03-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

i want mahogany body, maple fretboard, no monkey grip, fix bridge(not vintage trem), HSH config with growling pickups, neck dimension exactly like dove's...

Keyword : want
Meaning: Want is not equivalent to Need

walk walk walk walk walk walk walk

2007-02-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

i have a problem with purchasing albums at record stores....
Shiina Ringo's lastest album is damn eX...cant afford...i think i'll get it at gramophone or somewhere. have to. Mosquitoes arent afraid of repellent anymore.

cant u guys see!?!?!

2007-02-26T00:22:00.000+08:00

i cant help but to be amazed by myself everyday.
its a joy, a "vicious" cycle, refreshing, tiring...oxy moron...but...

guess....guess.....

2007-02-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

georgy porgy, pudding pie, kissed the girls and made them cry..
georgy porgy, pudding pie, kissed the girls and made them cry...
georgy porgy, pudding pie, kissed the girls and made them cry....

my first!

2007-02-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

my first car tire change is chinese new yearly cool!!!!

there's noisy silence on the stage ...

2007-02-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

Last night(this morning)...i dreamt that i shared the same stage with Steve Vai and Dave Weiner. I was using mesa boogie which didn't work well for the first song "Erotic Nightmares". But the subsequent songs went well and we performed at a place some what similar to UCC. I remember how the stage-lights look like. Its exactly the same as the musical...

After which he shook my hands. I remember how big his hands were, and it absolutely dwarfed mine. The feeling was indescribable. It sounds as if I really did play for Vai. But its only a dream. Maybe I'll dream of playing with hiromi/Andy timmons/etc tonight! I wonder if there're any after gig parties...hur hur...

stop!

2007-02-08T19:07:00.000+08:00

i wanna sue the school for harassment.
i seriously know who is my first wife...
i fixed yet another guitar! Lester's guitar!

I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I

P

2007-02-06T17:06:00.000+08:00

it has special powers that takes away ur pain and strength, dun ask why, just do it...its fun...

dvd...

2007-02-04T17:42:00.000+08:00

uncle pat with distortion = power

its here...

2007-02-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

hols!

"Indus Gendi" released our 3 song demo...who wanna buy...?

"You And Whose Army?" is in the recording process...demo out soon...who wanna buy...?

Indus had our maiden gig last night! Not a bad show at all...but extremely tired afterwhich...
Time for new materials for both bands...and not forgetting my solo stuff...

he got a question...

2007-01-28T01:05:00.000+08:00

if he were to ask u out, would you behave like this? if yes, den its too bad!!

I think the lecturer had a bad day, tt's why he caught me for my hair. I forgive him. Feel sorry for iskandar, emo for days, and its affecting his daily routine for learning in school...

I promise...

2007-01-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

once i layer and trim my hair, i will cut it all away, i promise...jus bear with me for awhile more...

1 more week!

2007-01-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

Wha people actually read my blog posts...I seriously dunno how you people manage to get the web add. thank "you" for reading ah...u know who u are.

Okie I didnt blog, not becoz I'm EMO or wad shit...simply too busy, and lazy, and fuzy.

"You And Whose Army?" is going to do recordings for demo during the coming holidays. I cant wait!!!!

Dove, I've yet to lay my fingers on you since last saturday. I apologize...

TURN ON!!!!!

Last

2007-01-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

Dread.
tireddddderrrrRRrrr

Lovely...

2007-01-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AREP!!!!!!!
I SERIOUSLY HOPE U LOVE THE GUITAR TO EVERY BITS OF IT'S ATOMS.

Its quiet todae, seeing arep smile becoz of the surprise was simply refreshing, it actually coloured my day.

NEW YEAR!!!!!!

2007-01-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

Finally a new year!!! 07!!!

Some things that I did in 06 that I would like to mention.
1) I joined You And Whose Army?.
2) I joined Indus Gendi.
3) I quit In The Midst Of.
4) Loving much more people as compared to hating.
5) Joined the SP Superstar Musical as a Lead Guitarist in the live-band.
6) Made really great friends like Azlan, Arep, Adam, Bonk, Bani, Esther, Iskandar, Reyza.

This year, I have some things that I hope for.
Firstly, Keep the world peaceful and lesser bloodshed.

Next, may my family be happy and stay together as one, although.....

Thirdly, I wanna be a better person, more patience in action, more sensible in thoughts, more mature in behaviour, more forgiving in daily happenings, and lastly, more peace in me.

Number 4, I wanna grow spiritually.

Lastly, I wanna be a better guitarist and musician.

To conclude, I thank God for blessing me throughout this year...all the small and big things. All the special people that have you put in my life, no matter whether they were just passerby or here to stay. And once again thank you for blessing me with my skills.

get it idiot

2006-12-14T22:23:00.001+08:00

dun like my hair, dun look at it, keep ur comments and i'll keep my knife.

almost there...

2006-12-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

too tired and quiet these days...

i think so...??!?!?!?

2006-12-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

im starting to see a thin layer of fats forming on my tummy and waist. Good start i guess.

3 days of jazz bands.
Fri: Jimmy lee, Christi smith.
Sat: Fender rhoads (saw stella, shes becoming cuter, she cant recognise me!)
Sun: Aaron lee, jimmy lee, christi smith.

Got tickets to hiromi, $36. I wonder how to get tix for muse...and pedals...

You And Whose Army? jamming session is cool, bonk's new song is i likes. D LYDIAN! LOVE IT!

Hols are coming, sis wants to bring me overseas for the very first time in my life. but need to go back school to do remt and midi. will see how things go about.

im thankful for being able to play guitar. i thank God for giving me this gift. I think i will work on my guitar work this hols.

Once again i'm gonna push my plan on cutting my hair back till the end of january.

thx adam, even if its not gonna happen, i'm still thankful that i did came into ur mind when finding guitarist. tt's cool enough.

7 threatening bubu is starting to form on my right hand. Pedal bag, im such a weakling.

pushup time, ciao!

i believe i'm from neptune

2006-12-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

Blissful marriage for ERIC & JOLYN. Grateful for having me as part of your wedding.

2 days in a row, went to watch esplanade outdoor bands, Jazz. Probably 3 days after tmr.

its been more than a week since i've seen ur face, and lay my finger on u, and i dun miss u at all. I hope its not a sign of letting go.

Is that paragraph in ur blog refering to me?
theres so many things i wanna say, but i dunno where to begin.

i forgot to swim today.

i like the feeling of being alone.

i'm still very tired. why?

Loving And Forgiving
Loving and forgiving are you, O Lord,
Slow to anger, rich in kindness,
Loving and forgiving are you.

All my being bless the Lord,
Bless the holy name of God.
All my being bless the Lord,
Remembering the goodness of God.

Good and gracious is the Lord,
Slow to anger, rich in love.
God remembers not our sin,
Forgiving and loving is God.

As heaven soars above the earth
So great the love of God for us
As far as east is from the west,
the Lord takes our sins from us.

meltdown and midi and forced meals for mass.

2006-12-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

tired.

no mood to go find my top.

iskandar, and his gal. biak lah. but it irritates me.

i realise i get jealous when..... ..... .. . . . . .. ........... .. ...... .. .... . . .......... ...

10 laps again, tired but still went for it, i dun actually need to push myself so hard, but...

i realise i get irritated by alot of people...

why am i so tired...i dun really know where to move the chess to for my next step...guide me...

typical gals

2006-12-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

when pple knows that u can sing, and play guitar(even though i'm jus average at it), pple will start flocking to you. Esp gals. like just today, 4 ladies that dun usually talk to me came forward and like damn friendly lah. touchy touchy with me. wth.

it's difficult to not commit a sin everyday. even small ones are considered.

i finally entered a catholic church. damn nice. his wedding is gonna be a great one.

best wishes to Eric and Jolyn.

Baybeats...im neutral with it.
Indus i wont jeopardise. LOL the most if anything goes wrong, can always sub a lead guitarist like victor or bani or azlan.

We both are lost. Let time do its thing. May it end with a "singing solo" if not, screamo vox we have no choice.

never easy

2006-12-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

who said things would be easy. assumption is just like an illusion.

i hate rollercoaster rides.

tmr, busy day. dun wanna think about it.

wad kind am i?

'you need to be nicer'.

babes said she has high expectations from me, i'm grateful and honoured, though i'm still far from making it yet.

I went to swim 10 laps in the pool today. cool! i'm starting to train again.

appetite is still big today! good, can gain weight. I think i'm getting use to stuffing food down even if i'm not hungry. MASS! Who can guess the reason to why i'm gaining weight? Correct answers will win a drink in FC6!

2006-12-03T20:31:00.000+08:00

appetite is crazy today. :D!

I dun seemed to be able to get it right in school, only at home.

i think i'm gonna be torned into pieces this week, at least i dun need to bring my own guitar and gear everywhere.

GNC! I wanna go buy from GNC! Dun Care the price! Pedals can wait.

the floor has this squeechy and slippery feel. and my sole seems unable to react to it. I can slip and slide at home, i dun like.

2006-12-03T15:06:00.000+08:00

my keyb skills sux...
i'd rather do pushups den practise them.
ET confirm kena from jimmy tmr.
pushups are way easier...

Saturday or Sunday?

2006-12-03T12:43:00.000+08:00

No hangover!!!!! yea!!!!!

champion of the day is still the big shining pair of eyes.

Y.A.W.A.

2006-12-02T14:45:00.000+08:00

1 song gig. pretty cool. ronin deserves worse.
those who came down, i thank you all. bani, arep, azlan, reyza, iskandar, esther and mel l.
great job to bonk, adam and benita!

If its possible, I want you to rock my world.

tmr??

2006-11-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

tired.

faders up and faders down again. i'm a screwed up kid.

tired.

k...i get it...

2006-11-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

i'm tired.

the ratio for today's rehearsal is 1:12 alamak!

Saw emmeline this morning, bloody hell she still look as georgous and cute as before. Too bad i'm not into her anymore. Well, who knows wad will happen in the future.

SUPER DREAM I HAD THIS MORNING!!!!Shan't tell the contents MuahahahahaHAaha...

SMIT lol...i think my second item degraded my jem. although its like a lousy guitar.

B-Quartet, best band in singapore in my opinion. Dun breakup, it will be a waste. Their song is perfect, as in PERFECT! Its like its all meant to be. No need shred, who needs shred man.
But its cool yest, been awhile since i took alcohol, it tasted different. and indeed non-cold beer suxs.
I look at the cigarette box, for a moment, i felt like taking one and thought i was a smoker. But lucky, i rememebered my ah gong. Thx ah gong! You is rock and roller!

Esther get well soon.

i'm tired.

its a cycle again

2006-11-27T01:10:00.002+08:00

Its monday. suck donkey balls.

monday>smit...wadeva.
tuesday>wedding rehearsals
wednesday>recording demo
thursday>Jamming
friday>gig

I think i will just remove myself from the pit. thats the only way i guess. i dunno wad to do. and stop asking if i'm angry. if not, i will be. happy that u and your brother got back to good terms again. ur life will be a bit more happier, i guess.

Cass's character didnt change at all. still as unsensitive as before, first thing she said when she saw me was that i look like a punk. Shut ur unsensitive mouth up.

talked about gfs and grandparents and stuff with bonk and gang. wad topics man.
i dun think i want anyone now. gay, i wont turn into one, at least for near future. gals, cant live w/o and cant live with either. Dove, loves me forever.

Everything is in his and my hands.

Saturday 25 nov 06

2006-11-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

You And Whose Army? finally had a 2 song gig at clarke quay today.
As a band, it was a gd effort. As James L.,i didnt think i was that great.

We got paid $20. For charity still got paid, not bad leh.

Annabelle francis is taller than i expected.

Saw barry's friend. Lets see wad happens to me next.

Went home, Jaded maAan...

Settled dinner alone outside, and watched psychedelic 4 and youthwreck at Asian Beats Final at PS. Bani shred drums, nice nice. GRUNGE!!!

Guess its not a gd day for technical issues. Nvm.

There's this weird feeling of pain in my right leg. Its like just underneath the skin but yet feels like in the bone.

I seriously dunno what is gonna happen for SMIT finals. I just wanna play my instrumental. Let me get into top 5.

Singing shred is the expression of one's emotion. I think that my solo for Bandedge is "lifting". Not that im praising myself. But those who have the video, take the time to analyse it, if possible, try to figure out wad im trying to express.

I hope esther is fine.
Tmr, Indus Gendi is jamming. YEAH!

Baybeats got audition next year. How?

There're many things in life we cant control. But there're also many things we want to control. The process of life is important and precious. So actually, passing notes are also important, not only the landing note. It is exceptionally hard to take in the fact that someone is dead and gone when we are having a more mature mind and thinking. Because of what we learn since day 1, we grew to know what pain, love, joy, sadness, anger, family, friends, romance, lust, greed, etc is about. Because of this, it seperates an infant from a grown up. My grandma left when i was in kindergarten, though i cried(according to mummy), i didnt know shit. When ah gong left last year, i did know shit. Didnt cry when i recieved the msg in school.

I remember that day, it was cold and dull that day. I was checking my prelims paper in class and den came tt unforgettable msg "Call us when you finish school today"
I heart frozed, too numb to react. I went to see him as fast as i could. In the cofin, he looked peaceful and charming. For a moment, i was hell sure that he will open his eyes and look at me and touch me. He didnt. He being a taoist, i've gotta sit in for the rituals. I brokedown. My heart ached like never before. My eyes wet like never before. My soul tore apart like never before.

Reality surfaced, he is gone forever, and it took James a bloody 1 day to realise that. It felt good to know that I can feel so weak. And that I still do need someone.

Death is unbearable, but the fact that now, u gotta spent those times alone when u use to spend with him is even more unbearable.

later

2006-11-24T00:37:00.000+08:00

jamming just now. YAWA
was super high for the first few rounds.
those few songs were the best moments for the day.
free and light i would describe it as.

im super tired. i dun wanna care anymore, but i just cant dun care. he love the way she lets him care
but...

explosions happenes everytime i think about "it". like ti-ba-bo...
whoever is reading this is gonna laugh at how stupid and ridiculous my blog is.
i jus need "someone" to pour out to everytime.

parents stop putting block of stones on my shoulders, its already bruising because of carrying guitar and pedals. I love you two, but every morning, i feel as if u guys are depriving me from breathing. forgive me if i ever flare up at u two.

isk, reyza, dun ask me anything, coz i wont say anything.

sat's the first You And Whose Army? gig. Excited yes, im not intending to call anyone, im not expecting anyone. happy for AAADAMM, first show as bassist!!!

Adam, i know u'll be reading my blog, i wanna seriously thank you for the pedals. Thanks.

Ah Gong, where are you, i miss you, maybe heaven has a blogging system, and u are reading this. whenever im down, just by sitting next to you and looking at you doze off/read the papers/eat dinner/look out the window/walk/sleep/yawn will make my day. You are the greatest thing that i ever known. If giving up guitar will bring you back i would. Miss you like hell, i will visit your grave everytime im free, pls come to my dreams every now and then.
love
siew hong

let me tell u a story

2006-11-23T11:55:00.000+08:00

a man saw a fire yesterday
alone, he decided to put it out
he tried killing the fire with water
unfortunately he drowned in water while trying to put the fire out.
he described the feeling as such "first, u'll feel the ache and pain of the heart. Then comes the tiredness of the body then pain, then numbness.

its the most ridiclous story line i've ever heard.
he told me, he is unbelieveably disappointed with himself
he is the stupidest thing that he ever known.

todae, i didnt bring MY FUCKING PLECTRUM OUT wad the hell is wrong with me. im damn disappointed with myself.
i dunno how to breathe.

sorry...

day 1

2006-11-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

im tired

my joint hurts like hell, esp my knees.

everything is too heavy for me, but i still need to carry it for 2 or 3 more days.

i looked around but i didnt see you.

tmr bandedge, i will see how.

maybe u're hanging out with another person now and never know wad's happening here.

my shoulders are bruised.

i'll see wad happens tmr.

Maybe, i'll need another movie.

Maybe we both do.

b.t.h.

2006-11-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

just friends....funny haha, well at least it helped me remove the blues and my sadness.
see the male lead having struggles with how he feels and how to express it...tsk tsk i know someone who has this similar problem.

I swear
by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear
like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear
by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there (I'll be there)I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)
For better or worse Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

Saxophone solo.

wait
bu yao zou
work things out

how?

2006-11-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

i seriously dunno wad to do next.

super oxymoron

explosion is unavoidable

i dunno wad im doing

i dunno wad to say

i dunno wad to feel

i dunno how u feel

i dunno wad to be

numb, jus like my legs.

miss

enchanting double eyelid

big shining eyes

bring me back

2006-11-19T15:04:00.000+08:00

lost

sorry

feel

neil zaza shreds too much
he just wanna sweep la
the song is too thin in terms of sound

momo... in her eyes in her eyes gorgeous jealous sacrificial if only...

the day before

2006-11-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

one fader up

one fader down

what happens

when he falls down

so...

now deh

2006-11-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

okie

adam smart

actually, now im feeling fine.

feel the FUCKING BLUES

2006-11-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

tired

im not typing anything today

21oct till date. tsk tsk

give me back

2006-11-12T23:27:00.001+08:00

e-learning ended.
completed my stuff.

i seriously dunno whether i should carry on.

saw my parents fell asleep in the living room, had the urge to sleep next to them, but didnt. shit it.

i feel like disbanding the band, sell the stuffs away, buy new drums, buy heads, buy cabs, buy mics. and do some serious guitar recordings.

Van Halen is genius.

Hotcake needs a friend.

Jasmine sounds like a cool gal.

Dong is killer, so much more experience than i do.....*sigh*

Zero Sequence is shred band.

Sometimes i jus dun wanna stay home, sometimes i jus wanna.

I want to buy paul gilbert's album. I want to buy dt's album. I want to buy satriani's album. I want to buy pat metheny's album. I want to buy jamiroquai's album. I want to buy incubus's album. I wanna buy john butler trio's album. I wanna buy eric johnson's album. I wanna buy whitesnake's album. I wanna buy tom yorke's album.

I dunno what is she thinking...actually i sorta feel it, but dunno whether im correct.

ACTS test haven study, assignment not completed.
Backing track for SMIT not completed.
Bandedge haven practise.
Keys didnt practise either.
Ear Training haven train.

My ear has this popping sound for 2 days already. Its worrying, irritating, but i like to play with the popping sound.

Thursday jamming with YAWA, that's the only thing i'm looking forward to this week.

I think my life is actually quite sad...but aint that the way things go about. :D

raining

2006-11-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

it rained todae.
i like the left side of my hair in the morning
loved the whole thing in the afternoon.
todae had the story of goddess, satan, boy going on.

went to eric's wedding rehearsal. Angela keeps on looking at me, i think she is attracted to me, ask me so many questions.

golden banana

incubus damn nice, i find the frontman hot but i still like gals, dun worry.

i went to buy pulp's disc for her, need to be sure if its them, so i told them to open up and i checked. but i havent hear it, not even put in my disc player, though the plastic is opened . i sompah okie!!

incubus power sial..."PARDON ME PARDON ME" "I NEVER FELT THIS WAY" "ETC"

i hope i can pass her the disc tmr,
i hope that i will make her day,
i hope that she will be surprised,
i hope that she hasnt got the disc.

Its cool and cold

2006-11-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

we talked it out...
i told her "i dont think you think its possible"
she told me "i dont think that its impossible"
I felt relieved.
Of course, its jus a summary of what we had talked about, but it felt as if i've used up all my energy, and im so tired ever since i hung up the phone yest.

Someone took my heart away, and i jus wanna stone. I believe someone will return my heart soon. (not refering to anyone, jus a statement)

Went to school...forgot to bring headphones...STUPID!!!!STUPID LIKE MAD!!!!
ADAM SAID HE QUIT SMOKING!!!!!!! I felt happy for him, the "powder of love", love is a drug, lovedrug, wheres the spiders? Babes is gonna be so glad! And im Duper glad for you too AADAAM!

I feel so dreamy right now...
Im not a smoker
I dont take drugs
I love dove more than anything else(for now)
I hope things will turn better for us...

e-learning week mAAnn...

2006-11-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

the first thing i did > went to toilet, wanted to wash up, instead looked at my hair in the mirror for 20mins!!!! i damn like my hair this morning super shiok to the plus 10million...LOLOlOOLOLOLL

remt assignment is going smoothly, mixdown the backing track, tmr can start recording lead lines, actually its later part of today lah, look at the time mAAnn...i need delay pedals and another gain booster, how?

Mel is troubled, can see, tsk tsk tsk...at least i can lend her my ears...and its cool.

i finally know why i got myself into the situation. Its becoz, she came into the picture when im alone or lonely..rather. So if it wasnt for her coming in at that time nothing would happen...hmmm...if it wasnt for my loneliness, nothing would happen...but thing is, how do i not get lonely...???? i think its best if everything stays the same, i think she thinks that it is impossible provided i think im in the shit......i'll jus see wad happens next. Like i said, i've learnt my lesson, dun wanna "retain".

REY EMO TODAY!!!...nvm, i forgive him, i always do forgive, becoz pple dont want things to turn out bad either.

happy birthday darius and amanda today(yest) and perlin and ryan(coming).

how i wish that problems would be solved if ignored,

its not even close.

for 2 days i miss you(she)...

forgive me(him)...

Jing Tian....

2006-11-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

Woke up, didnt want to do anything, still felt sick....
jamming today, but i went to sleep after preparing to leave my place to go there earlier....headache
jamming is coool...Adam getting scarier, Bonk's fills sounds cool, Arep idea is amazing, Esther is jus great....planet zap....dark....
movie(the prestige) is great....mindfucked....
my face ARGH!!!!!!! go away....
i think she is....erm....nvm.....get out of my mind can liao.....make myself suffer only.....its always this case for me...i've learnt my lesson last time, not gonna learn another one FUCK. Ja Mes is the stupidest thing i've ever known...wadeva lah....FUCK...
victor jus said pple comparing sp with np musicians about shredders...i dun wanna think about it, i dun feel like shredding anymore, at least for now...
I'm feeling tired yet awake, im feeling sick yet not, i jus want to "dissonate", tmr need to go do some work....i dunno wad i want...
"u" dont know....dun think "u" wanna know...dun think i wanna let "u" know...

okie...

2006-11-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

Got my .9s on dove...

i think i can play faster or izit jus illusion?

flu is getting better.....i think....

got all my gear and stuff into my room ready to press that red button with a dot in the center and do some work, but i dun feel like it anymore.

i need something SpEcIal.....

Alpha

2006-11-05T15:45:00.000+08:00

blogging allows me to talk to myself...

which is cool...

down with flu

murderer

i shouldnt expect anything at all...