i've decided

this fear...i dunno why it's here.
i'll let things unfold...things will be fine?
2 yrs? 5 yrs? 10yrs? never? i know my ulcers will be.

horrigible

i had a really bad nite.
but i remembered several dreams...and i miss my friends....i saw Iskandar, Esther, Bonk, Amanda....and i cant remember the rest...sorry hehe.
and im feeling unwell.
But first thing in the morning, i have gd friends...better....better.....i m....

sore...where?

sore throat.

slightly feverish.

i forgot to bath yest.....becoz...

quarrel quarrel quarrel....damn it....stop shouting. talk things out....peace, love and harmony is worth damn much more than the damn house. if only im a working adult....if only...

pause. for awhile.

they say wad we gain and lose are of equal importance.
if wad we do not manage to hold on forever, we can only choose to not forget.
somethings should be passed with a smile, as they should never be solved or known. Choosing not to deal with an issue might not necessarily refer to avoidance. Thoughts are good, one sided ones never reflects fairness.
so......pause....... for awhile.........sink........ deeper. .......yes. .........deeper...

deep inside

i feel very uncomfortable everytime i inevitably raise my voice at my mom when we are conversing. im sorry.

"Ordinary Is King" is a great song, got me hook. very nice piece of work done by you...

- nil -

the frustration is starting to kick in.

wha lau...

wha...i had my first experience as a property agent lah...mother cool...but i pretty much suck at it. My parents are not in. The agent is doing another deal over at yishun. And im home alone. Okie so the agent instructed me to just tell them the price of the deal and nothing else. The couple walked in...i smiled. They viewed the living room, i smiled. I brought them to the bedrooms, i smiled. To the kitchen, i smiled. To my bedroom, i smiled.

Noticed how many times i smiled? Most importantly, I smiled like an idiot/small boi. Close friends of mine will know how i look when i do tt...righT? riGht? Right???

Then the couple asked, "do u get direct sunlight in the bedrooms?"
I said, "i dont think so?!?!??!?!???!?!?
I think im the dumbest guitarist ever...firstly there aint direct sunlight coz i know. Secondly, its my house, how the hell will i not be sure...

The smile is something like.......▼

See la...Arep was laughing at my stupid face and Adam was like "HUH?!>!!?!>!?>!??"

well...

the world will only need one paul gilbert, one andy timmons, one steve vai, one joe satriani, one john petrucci, one yngwie malmsteen, one dream theater, one radiohead, one metallica, one muse, one fall out boy...hopefully one James L. too...but then again...

check this out

My buddy and his mom is on life...isnt it cool...hope his boss never tekan him more upon seeing this...muahahha...nice...very nice.

"2 become 1" is a nice song...

"2 become 1"s lyrics are very very sensitive...
I damn wanna form shredding band...but then again....
There is only one PG, one AT, one JP, one SV, one JS, but will there only be one JL.??

possible?? NOT

i want mahogany body, maple fretboard, no monkey grip, fix bridge(not vintage trem), HSH config with growling pickups, neck dimension exactly like dove's...

Keyword : want
Meaning: Want is not equivalent to Need

walk walk walk walk walk walk walk

i have a problem with purchasing albums at record stores....
Shiina Ringo's lastest album is damn eX...cant afford...i think i'll get it at gramophone or somewhere. have to. Mosquitoes arent afraid of repellent anymore.

cant u guys see!?!?!

i cant help but to be amazed by myself everyday.
its a joy, a "vicious" cycle, refreshing, tiring...oxy moron...but...

guess....guess.....

georgy porgy, pudding pie, kissed the girls and made them cry..
georgy porgy, pudding pie, kissed the girls and made them cry...
georgy porgy, pudding pie, kissed the girls and made them cry....

my first!

my first car tire change is chinese new yearly cool!!!!

there's noisy silence on the stage ...

Last night(this morning)...i dreamt that i shared the same stage with Steve Vai and Dave Weiner. I was using mesa boogie which didn't work well for the first song "Erotic Nightmares". But the subsequent songs went well and we performed at a place some what similar to UCC. I remember how the stage-lights look like. Its exactly the same as the musical...

After which he shook my hands. I remember how big his hands were, and it absolutely dwarfed mine. The feeling was indescribable. It sounds as if I really did play for Vai. But its only a dream. Maybe I'll dream of playing with hiromi/Andy timmons/etc tonight! I wonder if there're any after gig parties...hur hur...

stop!

i wanna sue the school for harassment.
i seriously know who is my first wife...
i fixed yet another guitar! Lester's guitar!

I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I

P

it has special powers that takes away ur pain and strength, dun ask why, just do it...its fun...

dvd...

uncle pat with distortion = power

its here...

hols!

"Indus Gendi" released our 3 song demo...who wanna buy...?

"You And Whose Army?" is in the recording process...demo out soon...who wanna buy...?

Indus had our maiden gig last night! Not a bad show at all...but extremely tired afterwhich...
Time for new materials for both bands...and not forgetting my solo stuff...