very very very much.

im bloody satisfied with my life now. i have more than enough needs. i dont actually give a damn abt the GST increase. And im thankful. Plus, i jus found out the utterly ugly side of human beings. and many many many are are are. . .

1 2 3 4 5 6 6 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey Judy...
Do you remember how we met
You say you'll never forget
'Cause you love me

Well I love you too
And I'm good for you
But I'm afraid to ruin our plans
When you find out who I am

I am satan
I rule darkness and fight off the day
I am satan
You may wanna run
But I hope you will stay
I am satan
This year's king of the underworld
But there's nothing I can do
And I'd feel oh so blue without you

Hey Judy
Can you imagine how I feel
Can't we try to make a deal
'Cause you love me
And I love you too
I'm so good for you
But will you condemn me to hell
When you know why I dance so well

I am satan
I rule darkness and fight off the day
I am satan
You may wanna run
But I hope you will stay
I am satan
This year's king of the underworld
But there's nothing I can do
And I'd feel oh so blue without you

MUAHARHARHARRRRR

humans and their brain

everyone is insanely emo these 2 weeks.



and i said the magic word 3 times.



i counted...on average all our parents are 50...they will pass away at an average age of 80. Therefore i have only 30yrs left to spend with them...importantly loved...but i do not show...a walking shredding parodox huh.



musicians are extremely moody.




read up my new year resolution. its not peaceful enough.






analyse...................................understand?????

find the reason...

i blame everything on her...
if i cant get that good tone...i blame her
if i cant get the right feel...i blame her
if my life aint that happening...i blame her

but shes still the one...too bad i cant 2 become 1 with her, if not, i'll be the best partner ever...
MUaaHurHur...

Are u worried?

i asked him whether he is worried too...yea he is, just like i am...but i guess being a youth allows me to buy some time. I agree with him, i feel that we are different too...its just that something special that i simply to do not know wad it is...whatever it is, time will tell everything...just like everything will tell time...

She was bloody hot yesterday...burning like mad that i kinda got out of control...but nonetheless, she didn't disappoint me...but she might feel disappointed with me....dunno?? she didn't say...

Seriously...what i did yesterday was just for fun...glad that some enjoyed it...i was worried that pple might start dissing me after wad i've done....seriously LOL....

This coming monday is the shit...some cant go...ZZZZzzzz...but they would if they could...and im glad...

then...

certain "things" shud be kept simple...
certain "things" will not linger around forever...

In these previous weeks, i realise that along the way, we will all meet some interesting people who are not important characters in our life, but yet they possess something special, that gives us the extra push, the extra piece of missing puzzle in us...puzzle as in perspective/ideas/knowledge/blah blah blah...
but even so...a dominant relationship doesnt necessarily establish between the 2, or 3.

Now, Mother's day jus passed. As a son, I will owe her for life. Simply becoz she gave me life...

The month of May is going to be exciting...

Till now im thankful for all the good things that happened and those special people that appeared...those that are no longer with me, and those that still are. yes...you, and you, you, yes you, you too, thx ahhhh...

i'm not feeling too good this week...

i say...

a little busy last week...rewarding in many ways...

scary future...but then again...exactly!!

books been fun...books+friends is even funier...

more control...more versatility...more pangbangpang...

GGRrrrrGGRGrrRRRRrRRrrrrRRRrrrrRrrrr...........

YEA!!!

RIZA H. WON!!!!

THIS POST IS FOR HIM!!!!

i've decided

this fear...i dunno why it's here.
i'll let things unfold...things will be fine?
2 yrs? 5 yrs? 10yrs? never? i know my ulcers will be.

horrigible

i had a really bad nite.
but i remembered several dreams...and i miss my friends....i saw Iskandar, Esther, Bonk, Amanda....and i cant remember the rest...sorry hehe.
and im feeling unwell.
But first thing in the morning, i have gd friends...better....better.....i m....

sore...where?

sore throat.

slightly feverish.

i forgot to bath yest.....becoz...

quarrel quarrel quarrel....damn it....stop shouting. talk things out....peace, love and harmony is worth damn much more than the damn house. if only im a working adult....if only...

pause. for awhile.

they say wad we gain and lose are of equal importance.
if wad we do not manage to hold on forever, we can only choose to not forget.
somethings should be passed with a smile, as they should never be solved or known. Choosing not to deal with an issue might not necessarily refer to avoidance. Thoughts are good, one sided ones never reflects fairness.
so......pause....... for awhile.........sink........ deeper. .......yes. .........deeper...

deep inside

i feel very uncomfortable everytime i inevitably raise my voice at my mom when we are conversing. im sorry.

"Ordinary Is King" is a great song, got me hook. very nice piece of work done by you...

- nil -

the frustration is starting to kick in.

wha lau...

wha...i had my first experience as a property agent lah...mother cool...but i pretty much suck at it. My parents are not in. The agent is doing another deal over at yishun. And im home alone. Okie so the agent instructed me to just tell them the price of the deal and nothing else. The couple walked in...i smiled. They viewed the living room, i smiled. I brought them to the bedrooms, i smiled. To the kitchen, i smiled. To my bedroom, i smiled.

Noticed how many times i smiled? Most importantly, I smiled like an idiot/small boi. Close friends of mine will know how i look when i do tt...righT? riGht? Right???

Then the couple asked, "do u get direct sunlight in the bedrooms?"
I said, "i dont think so?!?!??!?!???!?!?
I think im the dumbest guitarist ever...firstly there aint direct sunlight coz i know. Secondly, its my house, how the hell will i not be sure...

The smile is something like.......▼

See la...Arep was laughing at my stupid face and Adam was like "HUH?!>!!?!>!?>!??"

well...

the world will only need one paul gilbert, one andy timmons, one steve vai, one joe satriani, one john petrucci, one yngwie malmsteen, one dream theater, one radiohead, one metallica, one muse, one fall out boy...hopefully one James L. too...but then again...

check this out

My buddy and his mom is on life...isnt it cool...hope his boss never tekan him more upon seeing this...muahahha...nice...very nice.

"2 become 1" is a nice song...

"2 become 1"s lyrics are very very sensitive...
I damn wanna form shredding band...but then again....
There is only one PG, one AT, one JP, one SV, one JS, but will there only be one JL.??

possible?? NOT

i want mahogany body, maple fretboard, no monkey grip, fix bridge(not vintage trem), HSH config with growling pickups, neck dimension exactly like dove's...

Keyword : want
Meaning: Want is not equivalent to Need