find the reason...

i blame everything on her...
if i cant get that good tone...i blame her
if i cant get the right feel...i blame her
if my life aint that happening...i blame her

but shes still the one...too bad i cant 2 become 1 with her, if not, i'll be the best partner ever...
MUaaHurHur...

Are u worried?

i asked him whether he is worried too...yea he is, just like i am...but i guess being a youth allows me to buy some time. I agree with him, i feel that we are different too...its just that something special that i simply to do not know wad it is...whatever it is, time will tell everything...just like everything will tell time...

She was bloody hot yesterday...burning like mad that i kinda got out of control...but nonetheless, she didn't disappoint me...but she might feel disappointed with me....dunno?? she didn't say...

Seriously...what i did yesterday was just for fun...glad that some enjoyed it...i was worried that pple might start dissing me after wad i've done....seriously LOL....

This coming monday is the shit...some cant go...ZZZZzzzz...but they would if they could...and im glad...

then...

certain "things" shud be kept simple...
certain "things" will not linger around forever...

In these previous weeks, i realise that along the way, we will all meet some interesting people who are not important characters in our life, but yet they possess something special, that gives us the extra push, the extra piece of missing puzzle in us...puzzle as in perspective/ideas/knowledge/blah blah blah...
but even so...a dominant relationship doesnt necessarily establish between the 2, or 3.

Now, Mother's day jus passed. As a son, I will owe her for life. Simply becoz she gave me life...

The month of May is going to be exciting...

Till now im thankful for all the good things that happened and those special people that appeared...those that are no longer with me, and those that still are. yes...you, and you, you, yes you, you too, thx ahhhh...

i'm not feeling too good this week...

i say...

a little busy last week...rewarding in many ways...

scary future...but then again...exactly!!

books been fun...books+friends is even funier...

more control...more versatility...more pangbangpang...

GGRrrrrGGRGrrRRRRrRRrrrrRRRrrrrRrrrr...........