get it idiot

dun like my hair, dun look at it, keep ur comments and i'll keep my knife.

almost there...

too tired and quiet these days...

i think so...??!?!?!?

im starting to see a thin layer of fats forming on my tummy and waist. Good start i guess.

3 days of jazz bands.
Fri: Jimmy lee, Christi smith.
Sat: Fender rhoads (saw stella, shes becoming cuter, she cant recognise me!)
Sun: Aaron lee, jimmy lee, christi smith.

Got tickets to hiromi, $36. I wonder how to get tix for muse...and pedals...

You And Whose Army? jamming session is cool, bonk's new song is i likes. D LYDIAN! LOVE IT!

Hols are coming, sis wants to bring me overseas for the very first time in my life. but need to go back school to do remt and midi. will see how things go about.

im thankful for being able to play guitar. i thank God for giving me this gift. I think i will work on my guitar work this hols.

Once again i'm gonna push my plan on cutting my hair back till the end of january.

thx adam, even if its not gonna happen, i'm still thankful that i did came into ur mind when finding guitarist. tt's cool enough.

7 threatening bubu is starting to form on my right hand. Pedal bag, im such a weakling.

pushup time, ciao!

i believe i'm from neptune

Blissful marriage for ERIC & JOLYN. Grateful for having me as part of your wedding.

2 days in a row, went to watch esplanade outdoor bands, Jazz. Probably 3 days after tmr.

its been more than a week since i've seen ur face, and lay my finger on u, and i dun miss u at all. I hope its not a sign of letting go.


Is that paragraph in ur blog refering to me?
theres so many things i wanna say, but i dunno where to begin.

i forgot to swim today.

i like the feeling of being alone.

i'm still very tired. why?


Loving And Forgiving
Loving and forgiving are you, O Lord,
Slow to anger, rich in kindness,
Loving and forgiving are you.

All my being bless the Lord,
Bless the holy name of God.
All my being bless the Lord,
Remembering the goodness of God.

Good and gracious is the Lord,
Slow to anger, rich in love.
God remembers not our sin,
Forgiving and loving is God.

As heaven soars above the earth
So great the love of God for us
As far as east is from the west,
the Lord takes our sins from us.

meltdown and midi and forced meals for mass.

tired.

no mood to go find my top.

iskandar, and his gal. biak lah. but it irritates me.

i realise i get jealous when..... ..... .. . . . . .. ........... .. ...... .. .... . . .......... ...

10 laps again, tired but still went for it, i dun actually need to push myself so hard, but...

i realise i get irritated by alot of people...

why am i so tired...i dun really know where to move the chess to for my next step...guide me...

typical gals

when pple knows that u can sing, and play guitar(even though i'm jus average at it), pple will start flocking to you. Esp gals. like just today, 4 ladies that dun usually talk to me came forward and like damn friendly lah. touchy touchy with me. wth.

it's difficult to not commit a sin everyday. even small ones are considered.

i finally entered a catholic church. damn nice. his wedding is gonna be a great one.

best wishes to Eric and Jolyn.

Baybeats...im neutral with it.
Indus i wont jeopardise. LOL the most if anything goes wrong, can always sub a lead guitarist like victor or bani or azlan.

We both are lost. Let time do its thing. May it end with a "singing solo" if not, screamo vox we have no choice.

never easy

who said things would be easy. assumption is just like an illusion.

i hate rollercoaster rides.

tmr, busy day. dun wanna think about it.

wad kind am i?

'you need to be nicer'.

babes said she has high expectations from me, i'm grateful and honoured, though i'm still far from making it yet.

I went to swim 10 laps in the pool today. cool! i'm starting to train again.

appetite is still big today! good, can gain weight. I think i'm getting use to stuffing food down even if i'm not hungry. MASS! Who can guess the reason to why i'm gaining weight? Correct answers will win a drink in FC6!

appetite is crazy today. :D!

I dun seemed to be able to get it right in school, only at home.

i think i'm gonna be torned into pieces this week, at least i dun need to bring my own guitar and gear everywhere.

GNC! I wanna go buy from GNC! Dun Care the price! Pedals can wait.

the floor has this squeechy and slippery feel. and my sole seems unable to react to it. I can slip and slide at home, i dun like.

my keyb skills sux...
i'd rather do pushups den practise them.
ET confirm kena from jimmy tmr.
pushups are way easier...

Saturday or Sunday?

No hangover!!!!! yea!!!!!

champion of the day is still the big shining pair of eyes.

Y.A.W.A.

1 song gig. pretty cool. ronin deserves worse.
those who came down, i thank you all. bani, arep, azlan, reyza, iskandar, esther and mel l.
great job to bonk, adam and benita!








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