alright!

2 months with no post...
pple around me knows that many things had happened and are still happening =)

all things are good, too good. its like a burger stuffed with all things nice...

last sem for yr 2, aint it fast!

i'm looking forward to school!

i'm looking forward to my new home!

i'm looking forward to my guitar playing!

i'm looking forward to...!

i thank God for everything...and of course there is always an amazing link between the dead and alive...so...thx ah ah gong...

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Many any ny y...

I thank all those who listened!!!!


Xie Xie....


i respect radio DJs even more now....
despite the "James Lye" "James is a Strummer" "Flying Guitars"

thx ah...and eat rice...

3/10/05

He has always been amazing...and i miss him dearly....

very very very much.

im bloody satisfied with my life now. i have more than enough needs. i dont actually give a damn abt the GST increase. And im thankful. Plus, i jus found out the utterly ugly side of human beings. and many many many are are are. . .

1 2 3 4 5 6 6 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey Judy...
Do you remember how we met
You say you'll never forget
'Cause you love me

Well I love you too
And I'm good for you
But I'm afraid to ruin our plans
When you find out who I am

I am satan
I rule darkness and fight off the day
I am satan
You may wanna run
But I hope you will stay
I am satan
This year's king of the underworld
But there's nothing I can do
And I'd feel oh so blue without you

Hey Judy
Can you imagine how I feel
Can't we try to make a deal
'Cause you love me
And I love you too
I'm so good for you
But will you condemn me to hell
When you know why I dance so well

I am satan
I rule darkness and fight off the day
I am satan
You may wanna run
But I hope you will stay
I am satan
This year's king of the underworld
But there's nothing I can do
And I'd feel oh so blue without you

MUAHARHARHARRRRR

humans and their brain

everyone is insanely emo these 2 weeks.



and i said the magic word 3 times.



i counted...on average all our parents are 50...they will pass away at an average age of 80. Therefore i have only 30yrs left to spend with them...importantly loved...but i do not show...a walking shredding parodox huh.



musicians are extremely moody.




read up my new year resolution. its not peaceful enough.






analyse...................................understand?????

find the reason...

i blame everything on her...
if i cant get that good tone...i blame her
if i cant get the right feel...i blame her
if my life aint that happening...i blame her

but shes still the one...too bad i cant 2 become 1 with her, if not, i'll be the best partner ever...
MUaaHurHur...

Are u worried?

i asked him whether he is worried too...yea he is, just like i am...but i guess being a youth allows me to buy some time. I agree with him, i feel that we are different too...its just that something special that i simply to do not know wad it is...whatever it is, time will tell everything...just like everything will tell time...

She was bloody hot yesterday...burning like mad that i kinda got out of control...but nonetheless, she didn't disappoint me...but she might feel disappointed with me....dunno?? she didn't say...

Seriously...what i did yesterday was just for fun...glad that some enjoyed it...i was worried that pple might start dissing me after wad i've done....seriously LOL....

This coming monday is the shit...some cant go...ZZZZzzzz...but they would if they could...and im glad...

then...

certain "things" shud be kept simple...
certain "things" will not linger around forever...

In these previous weeks, i realise that along the way, we will all meet some interesting people who are not important characters in our life, but yet they possess something special, that gives us the extra push, the extra piece of missing puzzle in us...puzzle as in perspective/ideas/knowledge/blah blah blah...
but even so...a dominant relationship doesnt necessarily establish between the 2, or 3.

Now, Mother's day jus passed. As a son, I will owe her for life. Simply becoz she gave me life...

The month of May is going to be exciting...

Till now im thankful for all the good things that happened and those special people that appeared...those that are no longer with me, and those that still are. yes...you, and you, you, yes you, you too, thx ahhhh...

i'm not feeling too good this week...

i say...

a little busy last week...rewarding in many ways...

scary future...but then again...exactly!!

books been fun...books+friends is even funier...

more control...more versatility...more pangbangpang...

GGRrrrrGGRGrrRRRRrRRrrrrRRRrrrrRrrrr...........

YEA!!!

RIZA H. WON!!!!

THIS POST IS FOR HIM!!!!

i've decided

this fear...i dunno why it's here.
i'll let things unfold...things will be fine?
2 yrs? 5 yrs? 10yrs? never? i know my ulcers will be.

horrigible

i had a really bad nite.
but i remembered several dreams...and i miss my friends....i saw Iskandar, Esther, Bonk, Amanda....and i cant remember the rest...sorry hehe.
and im feeling unwell.
But first thing in the morning, i have gd friends...better....better.....i m....

sore...where?

sore throat.

slightly feverish.

i forgot to bath yest.....becoz...

quarrel quarrel quarrel....damn it....stop shouting. talk things out....peace, love and harmony is worth damn much more than the damn house. if only im a working adult....if only...

pause. for awhile.

they say wad we gain and lose are of equal importance.
if wad we do not manage to hold on forever, we can only choose to not forget.
somethings should be passed with a smile, as they should never be solved or known. Choosing not to deal with an issue might not necessarily refer to avoidance. Thoughts are good, one sided ones never reflects fairness.
so......pause....... for awhile.........sink........ deeper. .......yes. .........deeper...

deep inside

i feel very uncomfortable everytime i inevitably raise my voice at my mom when we are conversing. im sorry.

"Ordinary Is King" is a great song, got me hook. very nice piece of work done by you...

- nil -

the frustration is starting to kick in.

wha lau...

wha...i had my first experience as a property agent lah...mother cool...but i pretty much suck at it. My parents are not in. The agent is doing another deal over at yishun. And im home alone. Okie so the agent instructed me to just tell them the price of the deal and nothing else. The couple walked in...i smiled. They viewed the living room, i smiled. I brought them to the bedrooms, i smiled. To the kitchen, i smiled. To my bedroom, i smiled.

Noticed how many times i smiled? Most importantly, I smiled like an idiot/small boi. Close friends of mine will know how i look when i do tt...righT? riGht? Right???

Then the couple asked, "do u get direct sunlight in the bedrooms?"
I said, "i dont think so?!?!??!?!???!?!?
I think im the dumbest guitarist ever...firstly there aint direct sunlight coz i know. Secondly, its my house, how the hell will i not be sure...

The smile is something like.......▼

See la...Arep was laughing at my stupid face and Adam was like "HUH?!>!!?!>!?>!??"

well...

the world will only need one paul gilbert, one andy timmons, one steve vai, one joe satriani, one john petrucci, one yngwie malmsteen, one dream theater, one radiohead, one metallica, one muse, one fall out boy...hopefully one James L. too...but then again...

check this out

My buddy and his mom is on life...isnt it cool...hope his boss never tekan him more upon seeing this...muahahha...nice...very nice.

"2 become 1" is a nice song...

"2 become 1"s lyrics are very very sensitive...
I damn wanna form shredding band...but then again....
There is only one PG, one AT, one JP, one SV, one JS, but will there only be one JL.??

possible?? NOT

i want mahogany body, maple fretboard, no monkey grip, fix bridge(not vintage trem), HSH config with growling pickups, neck dimension exactly like dove's...

Keyword : want
Meaning: Want is not equivalent to Need

walk walk walk walk walk walk walk

i have a problem with purchasing albums at record stores....
Shiina Ringo's lastest album is damn eX...cant afford...i think i'll get it at gramophone or somewhere. have to. Mosquitoes arent afraid of repellent anymore.

cant u guys see!?!?!

i cant help but to be amazed by myself everyday.
its a joy, a "vicious" cycle, refreshing, tiring...oxy moron...but...

guess....guess.....

georgy porgy, pudding pie, kissed the girls and made them cry..
georgy porgy, pudding pie, kissed the girls and made them cry...
georgy porgy, pudding pie, kissed the girls and made them cry....

my first!

my first car tire change is chinese new yearly cool!!!!

there's noisy silence on the stage ...

Last night(this morning)...i dreamt that i shared the same stage with Steve Vai and Dave Weiner. I was using mesa boogie which didn't work well for the first song "Erotic Nightmares". But the subsequent songs went well and we performed at a place some what similar to UCC. I remember how the stage-lights look like. Its exactly the same as the musical...

After which he shook my hands. I remember how big his hands were, and it absolutely dwarfed mine. The feeling was indescribable. It sounds as if I really did play for Vai. But its only a dream. Maybe I'll dream of playing with hiromi/Andy timmons/etc tonight! I wonder if there're any after gig parties...hur hur...

stop!

i wanna sue the school for harassment.
i seriously know who is my first wife...
i fixed yet another guitar! Lester's guitar!

I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I

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it has special powers that takes away ur pain and strength, dun ask why, just do it...its fun...

dvd...

uncle pat with distortion = power

its here...

hols!

"Indus Gendi" released our 3 song demo...who wanna buy...?

"You And Whose Army?" is in the recording process...demo out soon...who wanna buy...?

Indus had our maiden gig last night! Not a bad show at all...but extremely tired afterwhich...
Time for new materials for both bands...and not forgetting my solo stuff...

he got a question...

if he were to ask u out, would you behave like this? if yes, den its too bad!!





I think the lecturer had a bad day, tt's why he caught me for my hair. I forgive him. Feel sorry for iskandar, emo for days, and its affecting his daily routine for learning in school...

I promise...

once i layer and trim my hair, i will cut it all away, i promise...jus bear with me for awhile more...

1 more week!

Wha people actually read my blog posts...I seriously dunno how you people manage to get the web add. thank "you" for reading ah...u know who u are.

Okie I didnt blog, not becoz I'm EMO or wad shit...simply too busy, and lazy, and fuzy.

"You And Whose Army?" is going to do recordings for demo during the coming holidays. I cant wait!!!!

Dove, I've yet to lay my fingers on you since last saturday. I apologize...

TURN ON!!!!!

Last

Dread.
tireddddderrrrRRrrr

Lovely...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AREP!!!!!!!
I SERIOUSLY HOPE U LOVE THE GUITAR TO EVERY BITS OF IT'S ATOMS.

Its quiet todae, seeing arep smile becoz of the surprise was simply refreshing, it actually coloured my day.

NEW YEAR!!!!!!

Finally a new year!!! 07!!!

Some things that I did in 06 that I would like to mention.
1) I joined You And Whose Army?.
2) I joined Indus Gendi.
3) I quit In The Midst Of.
4) Loving much more people as compared to hating.
5) Joined the SP Superstar Musical as a Lead Guitarist in the live-band.
6) Made really great friends like Azlan, Arep, Adam, Bonk, Bani, Esther, Iskandar, Reyza.

This year, I have some things that I hope for.
Firstly, Keep the world peaceful and lesser bloodshed.

Next, may my family be happy and stay together as one, although.....

Thirdly, I wanna be a better person, more patience in action, more sensible in thoughts, more mature in behaviour, more forgiving in daily happenings, and lastly, more peace in me.

Number 4, I wanna grow spiritually.

Lastly, I wanna be a better guitarist and musician.



To conclude, I thank God for blessing me throughout this year...all the small and big things. All the special people that have you put in my life, no matter whether they were just passerby or here to stay. And once again thank you for blessing me with my skills.